Carpe Diem é uma contradição

O problema é ser assim...

Here With Me - Dido

I didn't hear you leave,
I wonder how am I still here
I don't want to move a thing, it might change
my memory, oh I am what I am, I'll do what I want,
but I can't hide.

I won't go, I won't sleep, I can't breathe,
until you're resting here with me,
I won't leave, I can't hide, I cannot be, until
you're resting here with me

I don't want to call my friends, they might wake me
from this dream, and I can't leave this bed, risk
forgetting all that's been

Oh I am what I am, I'll do what I want, but I can't hide,

I won't go, I won't sleep, I can't breathe, until
you're resting here with me
I won't leave, I can't hide, I cannot be,
until you're resting here with me.